Dear Goddess it has been too long.

WOW!

I'm so sorry that i haven't been uploading but things have been crazy this past year or so.

Where to start:
*My Uncle Arne passed away recently and that was hard to deal with even though I never REALLY knew him it so felt like it.
*My dog Snoop had to be put down due to cancer as well unfortunately. That hit me like a tone of bricks but not as much as losing my Dearly Loved Granny. I miss her soooooo much it is unbelievable.
* The horrible voices came back not so long ago and tbh It feels great to tell someone... well kinda tell someone haha, yeah.
*Family and Friend problems

These aren't so much bad stuff but some things that keeps me occupied a bit like:
*Going to College
*Writing a book on Wattpad
*Prelims and Exam studying

So yea I have been quite the busy bumble bee haha bzzzzzz sorry I am just in one of those moods.

So I would like to know how all of y'all lovely people are doing so ya,

Love y'all beautiful creatures

Be yourself and don't let anyone get you down.

Duffy <3

Raging Migraine :'( ?

Be sides the fact that I have a migraine the rest of today has been horrific. To start off with I get daggers for not doing a simple step right I mean get a grip it's a dance not WW3. Apart from the dance and the migraine the day has been tiring VERY tiring...

Weary V Illness

It's that first instinct of illness when you wake up in the morning and gather that today is not going to be very pleasant. I got out of my bed and just made it to the bathroom, I told my mum that I wasn't feeling so good so she handed me two Ibuprofen and sent me to school. Registration went by but on my way to first period I was sick again, I then rushed to pupil support and stated "I want to go home" in which they replyed "you need to go to your second period class before we can send you home" on that note I walked outside and sat on the floor waiting for the bell to finally ring. A teacher took me to a classroom and told me to read from a book by the time the bell rung I had to go and speak to her again she had told me that my mum was sending somebody to pick me up and I am still waiting... Finally my mum comes to pick me up but then the car breaks down so I have to walk a bit. 

You are pathetic!!!

You call me names and get jealous because my step-mum stays in the same place as your boyfriend. Then you go about saying that I am meeting up with him on Saturday and I was flirting with him. Why would I possibly want to do that hhmm?? Please just stop being a pathetic immature little girl and grow up?! 

New !!?

Instead of updating/blogging here and there I am going to try and blog everyday if I can :) starting on Monday 

Real Relationship Please !? :/

I'm sick of watching films or programmes where boys fight over girls and the girl thinks they are annoying I mean c'mon man you are so lucky that boys fight over you. They can hardly even look at me (HE) can barley look at me. Right enough he is perfect and I am just a waste of space. Anyway I'm still waiting for that right guy to sweep me off my feet and tell the world how he feels bout me because tbh I miss him A LOT !!!!! 

Self-harm....

Well I started self-harming around 1 year ago and it is extremely hard to stop because some people can become addicted to it or the behavior and for me I did stop but then I started again after I had a mental breakdown and from then on I hardly ever trust anyone not even my mum.....

I see my therapist at least once a week, it does help a bit just talking about everything but I still cant cope with my horrible experience. 


DON'T SELF-HARM.............