Just an update !!

Well I haven't been blogging for a while because my gran is really not well. :'( 

She has lung and bone cancer and is slowly and painfully leaving me...

We got told that she has not got long at all,  maybe at least a week or two. 

My gran means millions to me and I would take a bullet for her but that's not the case with cancer, is it ? !!!

Put it this way she can't move, eat, drink, breath ... in fact she can barley do anything by herself.

Now my gran is staying in the hospital and , my dad , step mum, and more family members are staying over so she isn't alone ...

If I wasn't at school 5 days a blodddy week then maybe I could keep her company but anyway I can't because they won't let me.

I love my gran so much and if I could cure cancer I would.....

BUT I CAN'T!!!!!

BOYS !!!!!!!

On minute he will be nasty to me and my pals in front of his pals then on Facebook he starts being all nicy nicy and then starts calling me names its like bitch please have u seen your ugly excuse of a face....

Just bcoz I finished with you dusnt mean u can treat me like a piece of shit....

I mean how can I be a slag, dog or a mut bcoz technicaly If u think about it u were the one that went out with me....